I’m always finding my time looking for the perfect inspiration - the one who I would look up to and the one who I want to be like in the long run. I’m always searching for a motivation to live my life, to get me pumped up and fuel my passion. I’m always waiting for the perfect time to make my dreams come true – waiting for the moment where I can do all the things I want to do that I am so passionate with. All these waiting, searching, and looking takes up a whole lot of time from me. I’d say, maybe I’m just looking for ways to delay things? Maybe I’m just making excuses because god-forbid how lazy I am.

Tomorrow starts today. Why look for an inspiration when I can be THE inspiration? Why wait for a motivation when I CAN motivate myself? Why wait for the perfect timing when every second counts?

I’m so good with things like this. Inspirational essays, motivational “talks”… you name it. But executing it? That would be my main waterloo. I do not know why I’m so lazy doing things that would benefit me. I’m always stuck up in my room doing unnecessary things. I’m always busy planning for the future that my present becomes the past. I’m always searching for ways to have a good future that I can’t do something at the present.

I must do something about this. Or else, I will never be happy with life.