We took a break. A break from all the fights, misunderstandings, and cold nights. A month and a half after the “take-a-break-date”. In the middle of it, not much has changed… Treated each other quite the same *I am hating how each sentences rhyme :|*. I was determined to win you back — to bring US back, the OLD US back. I was pretty much confident with it, cause I know that I AM (..or was?) the only one. We promised each other. Oh scratch that, we told each other that we’ll wait, that we’re the only ones for each other. Heartfelt as it is, I believed and hoped that everything’ll be fine. That we’ll be together again. I expected. I gave you my trust. But what did you do? In denial, you said. It’s funny how you consider it as something not bothersome. Do you really expect me not to care about that in denial thing?
I don’t know a thing anymore. I don’t know what to believe in and who to trust.
Am I being cursed?
Am I not allowed to be happy?
To be treated the same?
What did I do to deserve this?
Oh, yeah. I treated you like crap. Who am I kidding? I know it’s my fault. It is and will ALWAYS be my fault when it comes to issues like this.
Between us, I thought you were the one who isn't capable of doing this. Well, yeah, surprise for me.
I DO NOT KNOW WHO TO TRUST ANYMORE.
Trust issues, here we go again.
Self-esteem issues, nice to see you again.
Coffee and nicotine, hello my current best friends.
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